@Former-Member @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @utopia I think my shell has sprung a leak or something. I felt very clever because I got myself dressed and out of the house for a walk and about five minutes later I started to totally lose it. All I could think was that I had to get home because if I went into meltdown in public it would cause a whole other level of muddle. So I'm now at home crying and rocking and really really really in a pickle. Something is very wrong. Please can you come and find me out here in the ocean and ride with me?