Thanks @Mazarita. I'm waiting for a catt call. They said they'd call today but I'm not sure they will now because it's getting late. When I didn't want them around they were, when I think I want to speak to them, they're not here. And that's my fault because I turned them away. I need some help but I'm not sure what will help. I think I'll just stay put until I hear or don't hear from them. Thank you for sitting here with me. You're presence is comforting.