I'm not sure @Spookytookims and I'm not sure they're going to call now, even though they said they would yesterday. I am not going to be ok to stay like this for too long especially if things around me get much worse. I've crashed very badly. So I'm hoping at the very least to see someone re meds. And tell them I need a break. It's getting a bit too hard. Speaking of, I have chaos around me again so I have to go for a while. This sucks Spooky 😞