Thank you @Former-Member. I don't feel like this is an achievement, I feel like this is a failure, but I think that's a reflection of where my head is more than anything. I think a lot of us would/have/do feel like that when we realise where we really are.

@Spookytookims - I am feeling jittery at the moment and am working on my drawing hoping to finish it tonight. It's helping me stay together. I am thinking a lot about you while I am colouring in, knowing how much I am putting in to it to get it right, and how much you put into writing your episodes to get them right. I'm really looking forward to showing it to you, even though I am kind of nervous about it. I haven't been able to venture far from this thread today so I haven't seen you around aside from here. It feels a bit strange not to check in and see how you are though. So if you're up for popping by to say hi I would love to hear how you're going today. Totally ok if you don't though. If I don't see you here I'll climb out of the nest and drop my drawing outside the cave on Turtle Island when it's finished.