CBG is heading to the Island now @Spookytookims and will be back on land there properly soon, I'm sure. I was thinking about your earlier question re what I'm hoping to get out of this thing. The best answer I can think of is that as long as I don't have any form of order placed on me, am not too badly thrown back into trauma land, not shaking and stuttering when I walk out, and the others swimming in my ocean are not put in the path of the storm that has made a very special kind of mark on my public mental health record (which I found the full extent of tonight), I'll try take it as a not all so terrible thing. Given my very helpful but not always totally reliable psych has shown that when it most counts, they really have my back, the first and last things shouldn't happen at least.

Good night and cheers again to all the lovely people here who sat again with me through this pickle. It meant and means so much 💛