I feel like I need to run. I don't trust them at all and they know it and they were far too nice to me and I feel very scared of them even though they said I didn't have to be. Apparently as long as I don't communicate intent to them I they said I was free to leave their service but I don't trust them at all on that so maybe if I can just be cool for a little longer, it will blow over and everything will disappear and I will be able to thank them for their time and then walk away.

My heart and my legs and my brain want me to run away very quickly. I need to try to calm myself down. I have 90 minutes to get my head on straight again and hope I can settle very soon.