What the?????! @Captain24
I'm so so so sorry to hear this. It must have brought up a lot of big feelings for you. Have you ever gone to the police about it? (No pressue if you don't want to talk about it)
I'm here for you.
With the rash, I don't know if you can get numbing cream or anything. The doc gave me stronger painkillers, but the burning sensation is still there.