Thanks @tyme. I've got a lot to say but can’t say on here. I don’t know if you know how bad it is. 

I wish I had your ‘keep going’ spirit. I am honestly in awe of you. I don’t know how you do it

They say Staffies are great dogs but one actually attacked Keiko and mum had to take her to the vet. 

Have you walked Ruby since? If not you have to and around other dogs so she doesn’t retain the fear. 

You’re really having a run of bad luck aren’t you? The falls don’t sound good. I hope you are ok. 

Mum dropped the dogs off last night and said to me ‘you need to do something about that dog’ with attitude. I asked her what he has done this time. Turns out he just sits and trembles in the backyard if they take him out to the toilet. I said I can’t help with that because he is hustling fine here. They must have yelled at him that much that he is scared! I told them tonight to let him do whatever he wants outside and not yell at him. If he doesn’t go to the toilet then so be it. I gave them his favourite treats to give him tomorrow night when they try and take him out. Mum said if he doesn't go to the toilet then he can’t have a treat. I said to give him in so he isn’t as scared. Poor little Jett, he really is a sweet boy and doesn’t deserve this. Apparently he was a bit better today so they must have stopped yelling at him. 

Also they may be changing the work roster. It turns out that the vote to discuss the change was voted as a yes. Mum doesn’t want to new roster so I’m scared to tell her that it’s starting to look like it’ll go through. 

I had my psych appointment on Tuesday and cried all the way through it. I was so ashamed. I have never done that in an appointment before. She did point out progress through. So when I was chatting to a friend online Friday night I pointed out the positive in her spirally mess. So I guess that’s more progress that I can see it where it needs to be seen. 

Also I had a guy be an arsehole to me in the last nightshift last block and I stood up for my needs (apparently progress) it didn’t work and I had to do it anyway. He won’t go out of his way for anyone. The less he can do the better. But yesterday I reworded the bosses words and made it look like I was doing a favour in the bosses eyes and stitched him up! It was really clever and well done. I did allow myself to be a little proud. @Jynx I just wanted you to see what I did. 

Sorry… that was long winded.