OMG @Jynx. That’s a long time for such heavy boots! Maybe that is what’s the probs with your hips. Hopefully not and it’s an easy fix. 

So you go from heavy boots to no shoes at all. That must have been a massive shock to your system. 

The last time I was in hospital there was a hairdresser in as well. She said that when you book your appointment you can request a silent appointment. I can’t do that here with my hairdresser but it’s good to know. That may work for you. 

She said to me ‘does it feel lighter and fresher’ I just say yeah. It makes no difference to me. I don’t care for it. It doesn’t make me feel any better just relief that it’s done for the next 3 months. 

I can’t find any enjoyment. It’s just one thing after another. No joy in Lego, no joy in any of my crafty stuff. No joy in food, no joy in tv, no joy in anything. 

Feeling very nervous. I’m scared at what she will say, I’m scared to find out that there is more wrong with me. How will that change things? Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Will it help me or make things worse? I'm scared at med changes, I struggled with the change while I was in hospital.

That’s good is it ok if I unload tomorrow’s appointment?