I am still a fair way from home. I have pulled over because the urge to die is super gigantically strong. All I have to do is get home and stay alive today. I will see M tomorrow and she will help unmuddle the muddle. My brain is super gigantically scrambled right now, but scrambled brains can get unscrambled. I super wish I had Dr Havetodo here really right now @CheerBear. I guess I need to snuggle in your pocket with her and Squishy and Mr Seahorse. I super like that I can come shopping with you @CheerBear. Happy yoga day. I fully intend to yoga this evening even though right now I am floundering in the ocean.