Good morning to anyone out on the ocean today. I am feeling much better after seeing M. She really is a turtle whisperer!!! We managed to unmuddle the muddle of yesterday and we now have a plan forward on that. I'm still super gigantically struggling with the fear of M disappearing out of my world though. Realistically I'm not sure that there is an answer to this fear because it isn't exactly an irrational fear. If M gets squished by a bus, I'm going to get thrown right back into the turmoil of the past two years. I really don't know how to sit with that.

Anyway, at least the gigantic storm of yesterday has passed. The turtle lives to surf another wave. Look at me @Former-Member @Former-Member @Former-Member, I discovered for the five hundred billionth time that the big feelings pass!!!! Good job me. By the way, don't forget to be an eagle today. You want an office full of baby goats don't you!