I got super smashed by a gigantic wave a few hours ago and I don't know how to keep swimming right now. I can't tell you what the wave was, but I can tell you that I am flooded with a bazillion bad memories and gigantic feelings of shame and self-hatred. The ocean went from super calm to raging storm in the space of about three seconds. Keeping on keeping on is super super super hard sometimes. @Former-Member @Former-Member @Former-Member will you ride the gigantic wave with me???