I'll whisper here @Teej. I went back a week ago today because I have been trying to understand what goes wrong in my head and when and how. A week ago things were set off for me (again) and a week ago you wrote something I clung to that night. I remembered that in the post you mentioned it. So many times I've wanted to ask you if you'd like to sit for a bit, but I know you know you can crawl in whenever you want so I didn't. Sending you big hugs and understanding, hoping you feel them even when I don't say it. And (realllllly) hoping this isn't too about you to be more than you can cope with.