Thank you so much @Phoenix_Rising, @CheerBear. I'm not sure what to say. I guess I wanted you to know that today I have been riding a very big wave for the very first time without defaulting to my usual way of coping with them. I think I've learned a lot from you both riding the very big ginormous waves you've had and it gave me confidence to try. I've had support to get through and I think I'll make it just now. Thanks for being such great role models here and giving me the confidence to try. 

I seriously have wanted to sneak into the nest all day. 

And @CheerBear i 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 the crochet. I'm in awe of those colours together. It looks fabulous.......I love the design too. 

💜🤗 & 🐢💐

@Former-Member I've been reading your stuff and thinking of you too. I know you are having a very hard time too and so glad you've found the best too 💜🤗💐