It is only 6:30pm but I have absolutely nothing left in the tank, to keep on keeping on today. The day started with such promise. A day of reflection and quiet contemplation. My day. Mine and my perfect beautiful dog (M)'s. I feel utterly destroyed that our special day could get so totally desecrated by my peanut of a psychologist!

I should be at my yoga class right now. This is the first time I've missed a week since I started. The first eight hours of today were so ok...and the 10.5 hours since have been horrendous. I'm going to go and take some only-in-emergencies medication now and hope that by bunkering down in bed now, I won't be bouncing off the walls at 2am.

@CheerBear can I please snuggle in your pocket while you sit in your blanket in your nest in my cave at the bottom of the super stormy ocean? BTW, I saw your post on the thread I created today. I was thinking about you when I was creating it. I'm super glad you found it helpful.

@Former-Member are you watching over the ocean tonight? Do you or whoever is @Former-Membering tonight want to come and sit in my cave? @Former-Member delivered a new lamp to the cave today. If you come, can you please bring chocolate? I think we need a LOT of chocolate in the cave tonight.

Super big thank you to everyone who has been out on the ocean today @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @CheerBear Today has been superly duperly tricky, but tomorrow is a new day. Right now I am EXTREMELY grateful that I don't live on Venus.

Good night Forum Land. Good night 25th of September.