I just had to google microcosm. I feel like it's almost inappropriate to be laughing now, but I am. I also think that you might think it is maybe a funny (at some point) that I have to scramble often to keep up with words here and you so skillfully use words, yet this also causes muddles sometimes. The world is tricky @Phoenix_Rising.
I am glad you're you, but recognise you being you is really hard sometimes. I hope hiding in bed feels good.