@Former-Member super giant please could I call and talk it through. I know it would super help. The article was the initial trigger, but now this whole muddle about moderators not appearing on the ocean has completely overtaken that muddle by about a bazillion percent. You appearing has super helped.

Everything has got scrambled because the article triggered so much stuff and then when I called the HC, I was being told to seek support in the very ways that the article was triggering (hopefully it's ok to say that). I'm so scared and so muddled. Super giant please could I call to talk it through??? I feel like I'm causing chaos in Forum Land - which is precisely why I called the HC so that we could deal with it in private.