I super badly want CherryBomb. I so very very VERY badly want her here right now. Nothing like this would ever have happened when she was watching over Forum Land. I want NikNik. I want Lauz.

My whole attachment system has evaporated to near-nothing @CheerBear and @Zoe7. I don't feel anything for anybody except you guys. I like other people in Forum Land, but I don't FEEL anything. There is so much muddle that I don't talk about here in Forum Land. So much that I only talk about with my turtle whisperer and some of which I've shared with super safe people in the HC. Thus to suddenly be told that I can't expect those people to appear in Forum Land in a supportive way, is utterly utterly bewildering. It makes no sense at all. I really really really wish NikNik wasn't away and I so very VERY badly wish Cherrybomb was around. I feel so lost and bewildered and confused.