You know how much I love and adore F&H @Phoenix_Rising - and I am not going to say the same to you so don't worry about getting hit on the head with any lovehearts here - but last week when I was choosing to end it myself it was not just her that stopped me going 'the whole way'. I also though alot about you and not wanting to be another person in your life that left also. In amongst all that pain and despair - you were still in my head lol - and I wouldn't have it any other way