I don't know if it is enough @Phoenix_Rising and as much as it hurts me to say it big time, I respect that it maybe isn't enough. And I am taking a huge giant breath in posting that, like I imagine maybe you did when you said a similar thing once many mornings ago in the tiny hours. I respect that this is your life and this is your choice.

You have given meaning to my muddle that I did not expect to have, and I think you know what selfishly I am hoping your answer to that question is tonight. You are my best not-friend on the whole entire planet, and right now I wish more than ever I was there.