I feel all warm and fuzzy and kind of teary (in a good way) after reading that @Phoenix_Rising. Thank you and I understand and want you to know how much you mean to me too. And that sometimes it feels a bit scary for me also, to have people mean lots. We can mean something to each other and be a bit scared of that, together. Trust can be very hard and I truly respect that.

I'm glad you're feeling calmer. I think your plan with TTT sounds like a really good one. I'm so glad it's now less than 69 hours until you see her (as opposed to 69 plus maybe 65 - you challenge my numbers brain 😛 ).

Goodnight my best not-friend in the world. Thank you for being you.