Giant wave. Super super giant wave. I do not matter. Anybody can do anything to me and after they have destroyed me, their wellbeing will still be placed ahead of mine. Shhhhh don't tell.
Super big thank you for dropping by the ocean @NikNik. I am super sad that I couldn't make it to FF. I super hope you can be there next week. Surely I will feel at least a bit better after I see TTT next week.
@NikNik seeing you drop by here on the ocean reminds me that I matter to you. I do know I matter a bit...it's just that others matter more, and when a choice needs to be made their wellbeing is valued more than mine - even after they have completely destroyed me.