Good evening @Former-Member @CheerBear Zoe7 and anyone else out on the ocean this evening. My inside told me to tag you bookish and it told me not to tag you Zoe7. I don't always know why my inside tells me stuff, but I know I can always trust my inside. 

I am feeling calmer today because I am so completely overloaded with grief, hopelessness and despair that my clever brain has shut down all my feelings to protect itself. Good job clever brain. 

Hey @CheerBear and @Faith-and-Hope, this came up on my FB feed today: https://thewhoot.com/crochet/crochet-dragon That settles it, I definitely need to learn to crochet. Can you please teach me @CheerBear??? 

I am so superly duperly glad it is TTT eve. This time tomorrow I will have had the chance to talk to her about the oh so icky not-of-my-choosing adventure. I cannot begin to tell you how much I am looking forward to that. Right now I don't have the slightest idea how to move through this muddle and I'm super hoping that TTT will have some ideas. How can it be that yet again helping people have managed to completely fry my brain??? How can it possibly be that I am going to be using some of those precious funded sessions to deal with this mess instead of being able to get stuck into the already-enormous muddle that the sessions are supposed to be for??? Sigh...

I super hope everyone had some good in their day. Thanks to my clever brain, I don't actually know what I've done all day. But I've survived, and as TTT pointed out the other day, being alive is a prerequisite for her to be able to help me fix my brain. 

Goodnight Forum Land.