@CheerBear it has been an amazingly difficult day in my world too. We both know without knowing and we both know that it is so so so not ok. It is so so SO not ok. We will sit together-but-not in the total and utter not ok-ness. The whole pocket crew and I are definitely sleeping in your pocket tonight. 

One day we will change the world because we truly know how totally and utterly not ok it is. And we know it because of days like today and events like this. The only way to know this stuff is to have days like this. It is so so SO wrong, but it is only those who have had days like this that can truly see the wrongness and thus who can truly change the world. 

Like you, I am here even when I'm not. You matter so much to me. I hear you, what is happening is not ok. You matter to me. 

Good night CheerBear.