Yes I am going to start a new TOR thread when I have the 'corners' all organised @Phoenix_Rising
Your 'insides' have been right little turtle - I haven't been able to cope with how you have been going ...pretty much since THAT night weeks ago - way too hard to see you suffer and deal with 'stuff' myself - but I have kept up with what has been happening for you. It is easier when I am struggling to choose when to read and when not to (and when to get notifications and when not to). In my heart I know I am still your favourite 'aquaintance' and that is enough 
I have seen you comment a couple of times on my aptitude for love-heart throwing at your head - and giggled - that is enough (duck now lol)... 