I am wide awake and drenched in sweat. That's kind-of annoying at 1.45am. I am ready to start a new day. That doesn't seem right after about three hours of sleep. This very much seems to be becoming my new normal. Up until a couple of months ago I never had major sleep issues. My brain is so much more broken now, and my soul has been annihilated. How could this possibly possibly happen. 😔😔😔😔😔

I do not matter,
I'm only one person,
Destroy me completely,
Then throw me away.