Hello @rav3n but it is my fault, if I'd gotten out of the situation sooner then maybe things wouldn't be like this now. If only I'd had the courage to kick this person out many years earlier than what I did, why wasn't I strong enough?. I hate myself for what I've allowed to happen, I'm constantly reminded of it. I know not intentionally cos they don't understand but it hurts like hell.
It's really only SANE that I can talk to openly about this situation. Thanks.