Hey @creative_writer haven't spoken in a bit, but just wanted you to know I've been reading along, and I'm sorry things feel so endless for you. Sometimes it's not about doing more or trying harder - cos we're already doing so much, and we can burn ourselves out on the process. Have hope darlin, change can be agonisingly slow, sometimes to the point it's unnoticible, but it doesn't mean things aren't shifting. 

Sending some hugs your way, and maybe I'll catch you next week 🫂💜