A new start (kind of)

[Doglover]

Hey @MDT 

[MDT]

Nice to see you @Doglover
🙂

[Doglover]

Thanks @MDT . Pleased for u about ur job, things seem to be going well. Things still ridiculously tough here.

[MDT]

I'm sorry to hear that @Doglover
I don't like hearing you are in tough times. But many here sympathise. Could you perhaps share a bit more or see how we can support you even if it's small?

[MDT]

I'm off to bed now @Doglover I'll check in tomorrow morning before work

[Doglover]

Thrs so much I cld say @MDT I don't rly know whr to start. I am in a state of total fear and panic all the time,it never lets up. I have physical symptoms where it feels like my whole body and head is burning up from the inside. I am so agitated and restless I can't sit down, can't watch TV etc and am only getting a few hours of sleep a night with all these symptoms blazing the rest of the time. It's just pure torture and it's bn going on for months. Pdoc says thrs nothing more they can do for me, hav tried every med. Don't know what else to say. Don't know how anyone can help me. I'm about to lose my job that they have bn holding open for me for a year, my marriage is in a mess, I'm not the woman my husband married. Things r just a mess. I'm sorry to dump Hams.

[MDT]

That's ok @Doglover
You are free to share.
Have you got a psych?

[MDT]

Well thats annoying and stupid. Work stuffed up. But I hope it doesn't reflect badly on me. I'll fill you in later this evening

[MDT]

I am a bit nervous atm.
I will post later today. But basically I was moved again. I understand that I will be moved often but I'm just windering why it was/is so often.
Tomorrow I think i will be taking in more responsibility for in my role which in all honesty I am a tad worried about. That I will bugger it up etc. I suppose I will be okay. But its just nof what I expected for today. I was comfortable where I was after settling in.

Anyway I'm thinking this is nothing compared to what I would be doing if I went overseas like I was looking at doing earlier this year.

If I compare it to that it's rather minor.

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[Zoe7]

Wherever you are placed and whatever your roles or responsibilities @MDT they must think you can handle it just as we do here - so maybe look at this as a positive and see that they have faith in you to excel in whatever area they put you in.