A new start (kind of)

[MDT]

True Eude.
@eudemonism

You are probably onto something hey.

[outlander]

hope the day went ok @MDT and your anxiety has eased now

[MDT]

Hey @outlander
You are a good sport. Even better forumite friend. 🙂
My anxiety is still around. I'm okay after my start up meeting. Heading back for dinner now and then bed.
Idk if my boss is annoyed or not. I'm. More worried about it going on some record... Idk.
Speculation doesn't help

[MDT]

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Well im nearly home. My anxiety is at a high
Possibly because of the days events. I feel like i am just griping and moaning. But I am genuinely uneasy about it. I fear that I have something to upset a higher ranked employee who has made it hard for me.

[Gazza75]

Don't sweat on it to much @MDT. If it. Was that bad you definitely know you did something.  Regroup and get ready for your last. Day. Of. The. Week tomorrow.

None of us get paid. Enough to. Fret about work after hours.

Try an d. Relax when you get home  Get a good feed and  night's sleep in. 

[Zoe7]

I am sure that is not the case @MDT and it is simply the new kid on the block having to start at the bottom. That totally sucks and does not help how you feel but look at it as knowing more areas and gaining more experience in a number of aspects of the job. That can only be a positive in moving forward and having a more permanent role in one are down the track. Unfortunately it is often the case when we start out in a new job that we have to start at the bottom - that does not mean that you are not capable or valued - it just is what it is to begin with. No doubt that is making you feel like you do not know your place in this job but that will come. Go easy on yourself - it is hard starting a new job and takes time to find your feet.

[Meowmy]

@MDT hey hope you feel relaxed soon. Think it's normal to feel uneasy new to workforce. Probably just go with the flow. Do a good job as possible.  You are nice person. Font think you have upset anyone. Hope you feel relaxed soon. Think it's quite normal at this early stage to move about a little. You are good person. You have good work attitude. Try to relax for now.

[MDT]

Haha good point @Gazza75
None of us get paid enough to worry after hours. That's so true.


Yeah @Zoe7 even in the smallest way. Celebrate the small wins. Tomorrow itself is okay. It's just the associated crap around it I think. The yin and the yang.

I guess I have achieved much already. This time tomorrow I might be better.

Mum reckons I will. But if need be email them.

Conpared to lots of other government in competencies I guess it's small by comparison.

[Zoe7]

Yeah forget about it tonight and relax as @Gazza75 has said @MDT Then tackle tomorrow when it comes. One more day and then time to yourself for the rest of the week 

[MDT]

Indeed @Zoe7 🙂
Well I have been showered and eating dinner now.
Watching hogan's heroes.